Maybe it's because I knew I was heading to Eugene straight after work on Friday. Maybe it was my body still trying to recover after the half-marathon I ran last Sunday. Maybe it was my insistence on still keeping my regular gym hours despite running 13 + miles in one day. I just know that this felt like the longest week ever and the weekend doesn't seem like nearly enough time to recover and start all over again on Monday.
I don't want this blog to seem like a depressing montage of my life, which I think it's been dangerously close to veering this past year, but I also don't want to lie. Am I happy to be working? Absolutely. Am I grateful to be working in such a fun office? You bet! Is it nice to go grocery shopping without debating whether or not I want to eat rice for an entire week or splurge on a t.v. dinner? Of course! But other than that, there isn't much else of note to report. My friends either live in Eugene or Southern California, neither of which is a short drive (though Eugene is ever slightly more reasonable). Most of my weekends are spent on my own. I go see movies by myself, which is fine every now and again, but not all the time.
(And yes, I have heard the, "if you want to make friends, just go out and do it," argument many times before, but really, that's easier said than done. I also want to be an instant millionaire, so I guess the only thing stopping me is that I'm too lazy to just "go out and do it?")
I keep hoping things are going to turn around. That my late 20s won't be just work-run-sleep-repeat. But I'm also realistic and not expecting any miracles...
To end things on a happy note...I'm home for the weekend to celebrate my mom's birthday. I had dinner tonight with the lovely Kiley and Amanda at Agate Alley in Eugene. It's funny how you don't realize how much you miss a place until you've been away for awhile (Eugene, not Agate Alley). Also, the mindless gossip...I think I've missed that the most.
Here's hoping this weekend recharges my batteries a little bit...I could definitely stand to shine a little brighter than the dim glow I've been operating at for the past week...
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